places i've come to fear the most

"...giving up the hope that the past could have been any different." Oprah said that. I guess I can relate to that...So many things have been done and there's nothing more you can do to undo them. That's how it is. And I'm trying so so so hard to be the person I used to be. And I fear of going home 'coz I might not be able to deal with my own emotions. Memories, and things...I just hate to face the pain again...or has it gone?...I guess what i'm trying to say is that, I missed the life I once had with my mother....

Insomniac

I can't sleep. I'm a zombie.

All up to me

I'm so tired right now. I just finished watching Troy...i've watched it a dozen times but I just can't get over with Brad Pitt! Anyway, enough of him. I got so many things in mind right now.

I just had my birthday yesterday. And it was boring...what can I expect, I guess I'm just a boring person.

It's sad...moments like this makes me want to cry. I missed my mother...This is my first birthday that she's not calling me, telling me sweet thoughts. She's a sweet sweet angel. I learned so many things when she left. Before, I was a selfish person, always thinking about me, me, and me. It's a total different view now, I'm more concerned about my little sis than anything. I lost both of my parents. Now it's all up to me.