Just the beginning

1 month to go before the end of the year. I don't know what to expect but i'm hoping for some changes. Maybe a trip with my sisters to some place i've always wanted to go. Or buy something expensive for ate Lorie 'coz i've never done something special for her. Or maybe, quit my job and pursue something i've always wanted to do. Hmmm, what do i know...

Wonder

This trip means a lot to me. It was a year after my mother left. The fear and anxiety I kept building in my chest has started to come out in the surface. It's really hard when you leave the past and just stop talking about it, even to yourself.

craving for something new

For the past few weeks, I haven't eaten anything but Mc Do. Ugh, this is not healthy.