Saturday, September 29, 2007

not over yet

Someone said you have to experience pain to experience life. And I was thinking...is it always like that? What if the thing that causes your pain is actually the same thing that lets you experience life.

I thought my heart just stopped when she died. I honestly thought that was the beginning of the end.

And I'm glad I was able to keep things together...atleast I hope so. Still, whenever I get happy, at the back of my mind, I feel it's not right. Maybe, I'm still stuck there. Maybe, after all I'm not over with all that. People just see the surface, beneath that, they are absolutely clueless.

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